Too far gone?

I often feel defeated. I feel like I can't conquer my bad eating habits and lose weight and that I just need to learn to be happy with who I am. But, I can't. I can't be happy being uncomfortable in my clothing. I can't be happy feeling like I have not taken care of myself. I can't be happy worrying about family history and potential health problems that could happen because I have gained weight. I know that I should love myself no matter what, but I can't make it happen. I feel like I am too far gone.

I read a blog today though that made me realize that I CAN do it. If someone else can do it, so can I. This lady lost over 200 lbs. without surgery. 200 lbs. makes my measly 50 look insignificant. I am amazed and motivated by this woman's ability to conquer everything and do it. Check it out!

http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4896689